Monday, May 26, 2008

4 In The Morning

"U are my SL", that was all I needed to hear and in one instant my heart had both melted and was his again, (who are we kidding, It always was his). It was only one day apart and here we were sitting outside on the balcony cuddling trying to get past the hurt we caused one another. We talked about any issues we had with our partnership and agreed to give it one more try. how can you not try with someone that has become your confidant and one of your closest friends?

For me losing the partnership meant I wasn't losing a friend but rather losing all the mushy romantic ideas I had associated with him. The dream, the fantasy and in some way a part of myself. In the end we discovered that our friendship and attraction for one another, is worth preserving, worth having and very special... after all in this virtual world we belong to one another.

I'm also very happy and pleased to say that we have decided to renew our vows, so now it's time to start planning another wedding. :)

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

- Gwen Stefani- 4 in the Morning

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Erase and Rewind

There was no drama, only the issue of time not always on our side.
after knowing him for almost a year and a half I couldn't help but get to know the RL guy behind that avatar and falling for him hard. Now I'm left alone and filled with questions I cant answer; When is it time to end an SL relationship? Will the feelings you have for someone you once deemed special ever go away? Can you be friends with someone who was a lover?
My heart aches, the tears fall and I cant help but feel regret over it ending.

Yes,I said it's fine before But I don't think so no more I said it's fine before I've changed my mind I take it back Erase and rewind 'Cause I've been changing my mind- The Cardigans